Birthday Wishes and Bacteria

It amazes me to see the number of attempts which humans make to justify their pathetic existence and give it a semblance of meaning.

HA (Human Algorithm): Eat and grow until the genitalia are mature enough to produce more entities which again follow the same HA (the eat-grow-fuck-die cycle).

In what way is this different from what a bunch of bacteria do in their lives ? nothing .. there is absolutely no difference except for that a bacterium need not justify to itself about what it is doing unlike the humans. We cannot accept the fact that our lives are essentially meaningless and strictly limited to the HA and hence we develop concepts of purpose and ambition, we feel a sense of accomplishment in what we achieve ... all this is mere a smokescreen to distract ourselves from the very core and fundamental meaninglessness which haunts us.

Our ego and our bodies have evolved in such a way that our whole life goes into satisfying these which enables us to forget questioning why the hell they exist in the first place... our body is merely a slave to the chemical 'dopamine' .. our whole life goes away in the quest to keep its levels high and this is the master trap .. when our brains are overflowing with dopamine we find that the feeling experienced is the very purpose of life. When we 'achieve' things, our ego 'discovers' the purpose of its existence ... fuck .. all this is so well planned that I cannot believe that evolution was random. It is almost as if someone or something has written our genetic code in such a way that we being drunk with dopamine or involved in a unending quest for it, never ever realize that whatever we are doing has no true purpose which we can fathom.

Me writing this blog, people sending each other birthday wishes, attempts at seeking power and all actions not directly related to the HA are but nothing but desperate attempts at finding meaning in this large and random shithole we found ourselves in.